Monday, February 25, 2008

After a decade's wait...

Its been a long time tat I scribbled something out here… Here goes another one… read on --->>>

This dramatic moment happened when I was in my early teens. When my family: dad, mom, bro and me set out for a trip to visit the famous temple of Thirupati. Visit to this temple was a yearly mandate to most of the families, but we hardly visited due to monetary illness that was prominent for years. The trip meant two things for me: To offer the coins into the Hundi (the holy offering box) that we (my bro and me) had collected over years in the small hand-made clay-made piggy bank treasured in our prayer hall and the second obviously to see new places, new people and of course to stay away from those boring classes that we had to attend back at school.

The train we traveled, crawled all the way crossing the Western Ghats, cutting the Deccan aiming at a small place in AP, from where we had to catch a bus that would take us all the way up to the hilltop where the temple was situated and the small town surrounding it dwelled.

As usual we were fighting for the Window side seat when the train brought itself to a controlled stop. I saw the chaye wala move at high speed from one side of the window to the other, opposite to the direction, the train moved. So did the tea shop, the khaki man holding the red flag, the weighing machine, the bookstall.... THE BOOK STALL!!! The train had just arrived an unknown station somewhere deep and lost in the Deccan. Why not get some magazines, a Balarama, the Chandamama of south, probably if it was available in this part of the country. Dad and myself got down and walked in the opposite direction to find the bookstall that passed by us a few minutes back.... Occasional Tea from the Chaye wala… Timely Parly-G biscuits… Stocked Jeera Water… New faces all around… With small such incidents Our trip was moving out to be an exciting one. When one part of my brain was busy processing the images that flashed behind the cross barred windows of the compartment, the other part was thinking about the destination that we where heading to.

It was pitch dark and late in the evening when my dad decided to take me out in the crowded temple town, where he could have his few puffs of smoke (if possible, but it was banned in the premises) and me some quick snacks. Mom and bro stayed back in the room that we rented for the days to come until we got ‘Darsan’.

The town was still crowded with its floating devotee population. The stalls were still open and the devotional songs still played at high volumes in huge Ahuja Speakers. We walked through the crowd, there were thousands of faces all around they never bothered about us and was moving all around like bees in a hive.

It was then that I first tried to notice HER. SHE was in a bright yellow sleeveless salwar with a silky dupatta that was wound around her tender neck protecting her from the cold wind that had started to blow. Though tired, her face was bright like a sunny day, her hair brisk like the winter breeze, her eyes twinkling like the brightest stars that studded the summer sky like diamonds. She too was with her dad holding his index finger. A cool breeze waved her unattended hair in the air as she walked. Her chubby cheeks, her rosy lips, her black beautiful sharp eyes…

I could see her dupatta fall like a feather all the way down her shoulder as she raised her hand and with her index finger pointed out to a shop that was steaming with VAPOURS. Her dad put his hands around her shoulders comforting her and both went towards the shop. She arranged her dupatta as she drank a glass full. A few drops trailed down her cheeks spoiling her salwar. She raised the glass up and waited for the last drop that fell like a bead… She closed her eyes as she enjoyed the richness of the last drop. Now that was really tempting… and there was a huge rush within me… I knew I will never forget this moment… the effect was beyond any sought of expression… First time I felt that I was LOST. Lost in an unknown crowd within the crowd in which we were on the move. With utmost desperation I raised my head, looked at my fathers face and raised my right arm and pointed to the Vapoured Shop……..

Now it’s been 10 Years after this incident. This very incident that skipped a few of my heart beats. I never got a chance thereafter until while I was at chennai...........

Born as an artist, Dreamt of being a Scientist, Trained to be an Electronics Engineer, Fated to be a Software Techie… I was here in the metropolitan city of Chennai with a family friend. Being just one among the million floating IT population of the city I stood with him at the temple streets of Mylapore, in search of a rented room, where I could stay, during my tenure at the IT firm, where I got placed one year back.

Being tired after our discontented, unsatisfied, unsuccessful search, we parked our two-wheeler near the pedestrian path and got down to decide on “What Next??”

I looked around. The street seemed too busy with beggars, stray dogs, coffee shops, pan wala, rocketing mopeds, ‘Hijadas’, flower marts, High class pure veg restaurants, Vapours! VAPOUR!!!!!!!!

The VAPOUR! It came from a huge tumbler hid over rich orange-yellow flames. There was a big beefy man sitting besides it and was busy collecting milk from the tumbler into small steel glasses. The shop sold milk rich with cream and butter. It looked like the same old Vapour filled shop I came across at the busy temple streets of Thirupati !!!!!

I could still remember each and every pico second that I experienced 10 Years back, when dad and me set off for a casual walk. I still remember how my salivary glands were stimulated, and how it gave out a rush as I saw the girl in yellow dress gulp down the last drop of milk from the steel glass she was holding… and how my mouth was watered with immense temptation to gulp down at least one glass, that would quench my thirst as well as the curiosity that was all lingered around the shop filled with Vapours and the milk it sold. I still remember my dad, nodding his head, giving out a “NO” when with utmost desperation, I raised my head, looking at my fathers eyes, raised my right arm to point the Vapoured Shop, the very moment when I felt LOST for the colossal temptation, for that one glass of milk, that had engulfed me on that day.

The yellow dressed girl sipping the hot cream-rich milk was still preserved like a Renaissance masterpiece deep within my memories. It just popped up with immediate effect as I saw the Vapoured Shop at the temple streets of Mylapore. The same Stimulation, the same rush… I was sure that this time I was not going to miss this Golden Opportunity. Or rather I couldn’t control my 10 Years of thirst for that cup of hot cream-rich milk. My friend and me went to the shop. Ordered two glasses. Within seconds it was in my hands. Steel glass filled with hot cream-rich butter-rich fat-rich milk that tasted like peda with lots of sugar in it. I slowly had my first sip. Yummy… A wave triggered its way from my toes all the way to the top making my body to quiver. Gorged it all down to my empty stomach within seconds. It was awesome. I closed my eyes as I raised the glass and tilted it, so as to channel the last drop into my mouth. I enjoyed the taste of the last drop and experienced it the same way the girl in yellow dress would have had 10 years back. My 10 Years long thirst over this one little glass of cream-rich milk from the “Vapoured Shop” was thus QUENCHED!!! ;-)

NB: This story is 100% Unadulterated and is 100% inspired by two different true life incidents that happened at two different time frames, 10 Years Gapped ;-)

Monday, January 21, 2008

IT is IIT dude…!!

I jus had a creepy experience down at IIT this afternoon!

Creepy?? Will get to know why… Read On ==>

Can you believe it I was in the midst of the Most Brainy Brains of India!!! I could feel the vibes on the chair I sat, on the trees I leaned, on the road I walked, the steps I climbed, in the breeze that chilled me…

We were searching for the entrance gate of IIT Madras on a 200CC bike and found it right there and was like an opening of a den. No buildings were visible, and only thing that opened door for our eyes were green lush trees that covered the entire campus. It was exactly as how our Insti Princi once said in his speech about this Institute he graduated from… It was a concrete forest but now there are huge trees and plants which hid these huge ‘brain go downs‘ from the crowd, pollution and ‘Ordinary People’ outside!!!

The pulsar roared its 200CC engine as it jumped the hump in front of the gate. A cool breeze freshened our face as we looked at an IITian Chick! Damn She Also!!!!! we both said together ( coz She was with a guy )!

The pulsar stopped in front of a check post.

I put pressure on where I rested my left foot and threw my right leg round over through the IITian air balancing my whole 70Kg on my left leg and kept in down on the left side of the bike on the IITian Road! My first Step in (I am just being specific out here… not ‘TO’ its ‘IN’ ) any IIT Campus!

Took the pass and aimed at our next destination. Mechanical Drawing Section! I was on the way to give CEED2K8! And I was like Ishaan of TZP carrying Acron paints and Graphite-Charcoal pencils in my bag. Off to an IIT to scribble, draw and paint on plain sheets of paper hoping my hands to do wonders when rest of the population in IIT does it with Brains! Well that’s all on the other side of the wall, lets now enjoy the current cool air, calm surroundings, trees, sparrows and the lonely road. Romantic environment and I wished kaash I had a GF! IITian Couples must be the most blessed ones, I thought…

I took the position allotted for me and sat down on the wooden stool, probably used by some great IIT graduate who must have come out with his own car design or probably a car company! Huge green board… IIT professors who invigilated the exam… Those fans hung on the ceiling that must have witnessed some great research work down here at the drawing lab.

I felt as if I was all-alone. Like a chicken lost in a paddle of ducks! Lost in unfathomable woods of brains. I saw professors rocketing their mopeds through the well-tarred road. Students carrying working models something which looked like an aircraft. Flocks of good-looking chicks that might have been daughters of professors like how it was in the bestseller 5 point someone!) It was CREEPY… Need to somehow get out of this place. I would have to dash 3km if I chose to run… Then I saw a crowd and they seemed like waiting for a bus. A bus to the Entrance Gate? Thought of getting it answered from some one out there probably an IITian!

There he was! a guy with a jacket, thick glasses looked like a 9 point someone! I slowly went near him cautiously as if going for a zoo visit to see lions. I asked him with a faltering voice. Is there a bus to the Gate? I couldn’t guess whether he was uttering… whether some complex thermodynamics equation or a “YES”! And in a few mins I boarded a bus and was out in no time.

I remember when I never knew the full form of IIT even after joining those competitive examination-coaching centre. And finally when I came to know and thought of giving the test it was too late. If we all were in Somalia and IIT where to be the sole Bread provider and we all queue up I would be standing in the 37.5Kth position! Hope you got what I meant. That was my IIT Prelims rank!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Decorating The Workplace : PART II : The Victors !!

Song of the Ocean… 3600 Artistic work hours… One Team…

Each square inch of the second floor was enriched with the Deep Ocean Effect.. The blue tinge all over added the realism to the “Under Water” experience… The Shark attacking the boat.. The wrecked ship with Jack Sparrow, the Pirate thrilled the viewers. These added more exclamations to the already dumb struck minds that took great enthusiasm to visit the realistic 3-D fishes, Octopuses, Jelly fishes floating through the Sea weeds and the planktons over the brown sea bed.

We had a ‘Sharky’ as well, but view was restricted only to the judges… We didn’t want to leave him swim near the viewers… He gets naughty at times… Angry too…

The presentations gave out Sparks to the viewers to think things for the good… The Behind the Scene video prepared by the artistic minds with humble heart emitted the Hard Team Work put up by the folks…

Finally the time arrived when the prize got announced! I held my breath for about an hour after which the final result was announced. Heart beat like it never did before… The Scream was heard from all around.. We knew that we will make it.. And finally the winners name was uttered… We made it the third consecutive time… We won the first prize.. !! It just gave in a small fire speck to the crackers that were desperately ready to burst out to enjoy the happiness they are to experience in the next couple of minutes… It ended me up with tiredness and thirst, on my desk that was decorated with sea weeds.. Small ‘Nemos’.. and Rock paper.. and hiding beneath it was my desktop which I uncovered to Blog my experience.…

The Prize was announced and there rose a bunch of Folks who were seated at the back seats.. It was my team.. It made me also to jump off the seat I occupied… I need to make the most of the happiness out of the next couple of minutes in my life.. I dashed towards the trophy on the stage.. Gripped my hands to it… Screamed…. Howled…. Shouted… gave out success signs… Posed for photos... Grabbed the trophy and kissed it… Danced… Ran all over the four floors… made train formations with my team members… Clapped like hell…. Danced again… Shook hands with all…. I put in all the energy I had out of me… I got tired and drank lots of water out of thirst… And to the final destination.. My Seat !

As it was said in one of the Oscar nominated movie…

“This part of my life... This small part of my Life, is called Happiness”

Monday, December 10, 2007

Jersey No: 23

I turned 23 today... A new jersey for the next 1 yr.. Jersey Number 23!

9 months in my mothers womb, 1.5 years of corporate! break through by mom.. 2 years in nursery, 2 years in kindergarten, 7 years in LP, 3 in HS, 2 in Plus two, 4 in Graduation, 1.5 Years at work... and counting....

Calls rushed into my cell phone like it never did before at the stroke of the midnight... Birthday wishes.. It was great when I cut my first birthday cake probably the first one ever after my first B'day celebration.. [ Still wondering when they got the gap to buy it.. as I was with them the whole day.. ].. It feels great to be a birthday baby...

But is it me who should be wished or the mom who gave birth to her first baby boy on this day ?? Who struggled to push me up to the heights I felt and am feeling right now... The Question perhaps could be the one, no one ever thought to think!

Friday, December 7, 2007

Decorating the Workplace : PART I

I was listening to music at my desk when I heard a noise from behind... I heard it a few times but ignored it until I saw others waving hands towards me… I pulled my earphones out and turned my chair towards the source of the sound… It was my Manager... I responded hastily with a “oops sorry” in my mouth.

He gave me a “come on” signal with his hands and his eyes were pointing to Pound, the discussion room. [In the office building rooms are named based on Currencies].

I saw a few other folks locking their desktops and heading towards Pound. For sure I knew its totally unofficial.. They never call me for an official meeting like tat…

Every one were IN. By that time everyone knew what the whole meeting was for!

“DECORATING THE WORK PLACE !!!!”

A floor wise competition, where the associates decorated their work place based on a theme. This was just to start off the Festive season ahead: The Christmas and the New Year.

All were seated. I preferred to stand [ cos ther was no chair to sit ], My manager came in and he knew the suspense was out.

For the next few minutes we stormed our brains to come into a common conclusion regarding the THEME that should be portrayed. Last time, we were awarded for the best theme put up “Global Warming”.

I still remember the Sweat I shed, preparing paintings, drawings and those spent on decorating the walls of my office floor, which I was familiar for less than 3 months... I had a tough decisions to make on those days… whether to choose project work or decoration work.. My mentor used to call me on phone and ask me to concentrate on production issues than these crap…

But I liked these CRAPS.. It reminds me of my college days when we stay late during pre programme nights.. to decorate the stage and the campus, to give all the guys n gals a big surprise the next day when they stepped into the campus.. It had in it, the thrill, those unexplainable richness in it.. as we all were doing together things that gave us happiness and a success feeling that is not possible to express with words.. Those days were gone in the foggy midst of time that had past…..

Though the pain I put in the last time gave me more pain ( reasons not to be disclosed, but well that happens at times )

Now I am looking forward to deliver my best in the upcoming competition…

By the time all these thoughts flashed through my mind, we were out with our final THEME! But not to be disclosed to anyone other than those who were present in Pound.. My manager cleared the white board where we penned our ideas so that the ideas doesn’t leak…

Meanwhile someone gave an idea to write some vague topics on the white board so as to mislead and confuse people from the other floors, who might come for some meeting to Pound and get a chance to see these ‘Camouflage Topics’ that has secured the invisible and invincible ideas penned by storming our already stormed brains… [ and the worse part is that, this idea was given by me ;-) ]

Monday, December 3, 2007

22 Years, 11 months, 23 days, 31mins and a few seconds...

Tats my biological clock tat has been ticking all the way and still ticking as I tapped my fingers on the black keypad of my company provided ThinkPad. Its been over 22yrs.. 22 short years... ?? Time.. It has been running like a hungry leopard, It has been the same, since my first deep breathe... Sometimes It moved slowly towards me.. calm n cunning.. Sometimes it blew hurricane fast... never giving a chance to sense hidden danger... I never know what would happen the next moment.. But I am not afraid of the future.. but the past..

The past and The brooder me.. I have been trying to kill the brooder me in me... but I cant help.. Life... the OOPS program... It has been throwing errors all the time I tried to compile it... How can I RUN then ?????? OOPS Why did I do that... OOPS I would have done it this way rather than that.. OOPS I should have invested more time... OOPS OOPS OOPS OOPS... Crying over past errors...

fed up!

Its time to rise...

The Great Graphite Dream should not sink in tonights Thunderstorm and the ones yet to come... I have a few ideas.. Need to sell it.. Sell it to myself! Im ready to buy it... It just cost a few extra hours...!!!

Wakeup Call : Sorry to bore you with the crap above... Actually didnt have nything else to write today.. Next time will come up with something digestible... Ya and do keep reminding me about the "few extra hours" I might forget...

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Chicken Soup! Ooops Chicken Curry...


As a remedy to the health problems that attacked us on having food from hotels at chennai.. We decided to cook at home... TODAYS SPL: Kerala rice and Chicken curry! yummy... Too many cooks spoil the broth... But we were only 3 ! So things went on fine with minimum issues... half of the rice got wasted... a few chicken pieces were over burnt and had taste of smoke... Keeping apart these negligible mistakes We had a great lunch nd was the best one since my last visit to hOMe Shanti hOMe at my native....

Cooking Chicken at home was a RISKY OPERATION! The other tenants in the apartment seemed to be Tamil Brahmins*.

NB: Tamil Brahmins are those species of humans who go amok when they see a dressed chicken in a bowl!

It would have been a controversial cooking if our apartment secretary would have smelled our secret mission. We showed our expertise like the ISI agents! and had a heavy lunch with out any worry of protests or Anti Chicken movement by our dear neighbors...

Before I wrap up my post for today, I pay my Homage to those Chicken souls involved in todays lunch! and pray for a good stomach for the days to come... ;-)